My honest to goodness answer as to why I’m putting this site together is because Scientology had been such a huge part of my life that it’s very, very hard to keep it hidden from people.

I cannot count the number of times in the last 10 years that I told someone I had been involved in Scientology and then “poof!” just like that, they are gone from my life.

I have even been screamed and yelled out by new acquaintances because I mentioned my involvement.

I am just sick of hiding my involvement that it is. That is a Huge reason for doing all this


Here is the second reason and probably the reason I encounter the first:

There is just so much bullshit out on the internet on what Scientology is and what it isn’t. Most of the crap out there is either total fiction or so completely embellished that it’s not the truth about Scientology.

People take this subject and twist it, turn it, make up shit about it and no one ever finds out what this subject is.

I plan on changing that by giving my experiences, my honest views, sharing with you what I saw, what I did, how I did it and WHY, etc. etc. with no embellishment. I will give my opinion at times, I don’t know when or where. I will give them though.

I spent 22 years of my life in Scientology and most of that was on staff.  No, I wasn’t a high-ranking Sea Org member.  But I worked my ass off for that organization just a hard as any Sea Org Member out there.

I have done lots of training and have trained lots of Auditors. I have been the head of 2 Scientology Organizations as their Executive Director in two different states.

I am very qualified to write everything I am going to write on this website.

One thing I am not going to do is bash Scientology the whole entire time. I just won’t do that.  I decided long ago that I wasn’t going to devote my live to taking down Scientology. That is not my purpose for all this. Do I feel Scientology should be taken down, the answer to that is an emphatic, ‘YES!”

Why I feel that way will become clear as you read my story and the experiences I, and others, have gone through.